| "when you stop wanting something, you get it" - Andy Warhol i got it all. end of story. :] |
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| i lay here, if i just lay here will you lie with me and just forget the world? 
UPDATTEEE. well its been awhile. i'm trying to keep up with this. but itss soo hard. i have a HC date now :] and a bf whos supper sweet! it kind of came as a surprize, but im glad it happened. other than that nothing really has happened. bye. |
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| I wish you knew what it felt like when I'm talking to you. Maybe then you'd stop stringing me along and make me yours.
SO YESTERDAY=MY BIRTHDAY. yeah it sucked. half my friends didn't even wish me a happy birthday. nor did my family. and i didnt get shyt. fuckthatshytd00dz. and i need a date to HOMECOMING. any takers? <3 |
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| UPDATE; BOYS SUCK. END OF STORY. |
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i'll be your distraction. i'll be, i'll be yours. update; lets see, my life has changed so much since i last wrote in this. i'm rethinking the whole dating idea. it seems pretty much hopeless. boyz just want to hook up. and i want a true relationship. were i can fall in love & he would feel the same way. its just so hard to find that boy out there. i almost am thinking of giving up all hope of ever finding a boyfriend. i mean, i don't just want one because i'm lonely. but because i miss the whole idea of being loved & holding hands and being that girl in his life. is that to much to ask for? 

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